6 years on...

Dear Mummy, 
How have you been? 
It has been a long 6 years, isn't it?
You must have thought I have forgotten you.
No, you are wrong.
I have just forgotten about this blog but not you.
Never will I forget you, even if I were to have dementia.
I will always remember the beautiful times we spent together.

It has been an eventful 6 years I must say.
Having gone through even more ups and downs in my life, I think the photo above reflect perfectly how I feel these days.
As calm as the still water.
As peaceful as the sun.
As free as the bird.
I am at ease finally, at least for now.

"Instead of being ashamed of what you have been through, be proud of what you have overcome" - Dr Phil.

How apt.
I have been ashamed. I really have been, for not being able to manage my emotions.
This timely reminder has come in the right time to give me courage to face what I have been through.
And to give myself a pat on the shoulder.

I dare not say I have overcome all.
But at least I did come a Long way.
With age catching up, I have slowly but surely understand how the body breaks down without control.

Come it may be, treasure each day as it is.
With no regrets.

I have been donating money on your behalf via 

carousell.com/mumlittleshop 

It is with the wish that with accumulated good merits, you will be able to attain enlightenment and be free from sufferings.
I know you are in a better place.
I know you are able to read this.
In this vast internet world, there is a part of you looking down on me and my letter to you.

I love you and I will always do.

With love, 
Agnes


P.S: I will starting on a journey around the world. Will definitely share my experiences with you. For the adventures that we could have spent together, now I bring you along in my adventures...